I want to love to laugh again

Don’t worry guys, I’ve figured it out, I’m happy again. Happy and driven.

But this is how I was thinking last year and a few years beforehand. I was in the midst of my depression, and the thing that made it worse for me was my inability to laugh at the dumb shit that life threw at me, like I used to.

It wasn’t only the depression it was also the lack of confidence. When I lived up north, no one would laugh at my jokes because they didn’t get them. You might not think this is a big deal, but when this happens to you all the time it makes you think you’re…